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"Something I learned about people… If they do it once, they’ll do it again…."
Things I learned in my twenties

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It was that dream:

I woke up in tears. Something I hadn’t done in a long time. I had a dream that he’d found someone else, and she was pretty. She seemed to be better than me in every way.
It killed me.
But this was a dream, it wasn’t real. But what was real was the emotions it triggered. I woke up crying. Feeling the hurt, feeling the sense that id lost. And then more emotions and thoughts appeared.
Id been living a facade. Running around teaching positivity & acting as if I was happy. But in all honesty I was miserable. I felt so empty inside, some since of hurt. Id been constantly playing sad music and watching jhene aiko’s comfort inn ending video. Because that video looked exactly how it happened with me and him. The actions, thoughts memories. The only thing I didn’t do was key the car. I don’t know why id constantly watch that video and Id always do it when I was high outta my mind. Id began smoking extremely heavily. It was begging to be a problem. And just to top it off Id pretty much stop communicating with everyone. Id done some fckd up stuff that put strains on some friendships ( but thats another story).

These were all the thoughts after I woke up. How could i fix all this? Did I want to? And how long could I let it drain me before It really got the best of me…..

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Things I hate:

When there’s like 30 empty chairs in a room and a weirdo decides to sit beside me. Like why the chair beside me bruh?

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"Nobody can really stop you but you…"

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"I need to stop drowning in an ocean for a person that is back stroking in a lake."

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"How come nobody says anything meaningful anymore."
Early Twenties Thoughts

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It’s so easy to get dragged down by people who are negative. It drains your energy. Spend more time with positive people who uplift you.

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"Eventually everything just becomes a memory that’s remembered from time to time."

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There’s no mistake made when people and things are removed from our space. Make room for who and what will grow with you.

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I woke up crying again

And just like that….
My depression came bck creeping in.

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Yea i said this tonight cuz it always seems to be a topic. Everyone is scared to love now, sh*t is so messed up. All that negativity against love gotta stop. Increase the love & diminish the hate.

Yea i said this tonight cuz it always seems to be a topic. Everyone is scared to love now, sh*t is so messed up. All that negativity against love gotta stop. Increase the love & diminish the hate.

Mindset:

I still feel like 2014 is my year. I went into the year with who thought, was the love of my life. I promised to stay by his side, and I thought we’d see each other and grow and prosper in this year. Unfortunately things didn’t turn out that way. This probably really is both our year, but we wont be there to witness each other make the accomplishments with our own eyes. 
But that’s ok, im I still get much joy out of knowing that 2014 is a prosperous year, and I get even more joy when I see things un-winding and happening before my eyes. Opportunities and Ideas have becoming at me left and right lately, and I feel blessed. I know things aren’t going the 100% the way I thought it would but It still feels good to know i’m on a positive path. 

With every bad comes a little good..and im really just enjoying all the good right now. 

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